You who wouldn't know

I guess I have to be really honest with myself and say that I never really got things sorted out in love. I had desperate crushes (crushing on someone better than the others just to fill the hole in my heart) so many times and most of the time it really hurts. I wish I could just stay out of this love love shit but somehow my mind just doesn't allow that.

These few months, I had this person on my mind but now she is slowly fading away. I hope I can remain crushless after this because I am really sick of love. I really just want to be inhuman for awhile and say things like, "There is no love that lasts forever." and "Love is stupid".

And from tumblr:

"To be in love is like jumping off a cliff with no intent on looking down at the bottom. You don't care how its going to hurt like hell later, all you care about is that short period of time... when you felt like you could fly."

See how dumb love is?

But I am still gonna fall into it's trap someday..

Gaaaahhhhhh...

Thin = Beautiful?

Due to social and media influences on self-image. Many people out there are starting to be insecure with themselves. The media portrays skinniness as beauty, thus causing this massive social conformity about being thin. Almost everyone wants to be thin because they want to look better. They want to look something like the beautiful people in the media that might not even be real. To me, being a bamboo pole isn't the only thing to beauty, there is much more to it. But if people really want to be skinny, at least choose a healthier way and safe way to be skinny.

I don't want to say much here. If you really want to know more, you can just ask me. I have stuff to recommend. FOR FREEEEEE. :)