Actually, I Love You.

If I told you what I am doing is just out of pure love, would you believe me?

The opening of doors, the sending home, the free food, the sacrifices, the extra affirmation, the defensiveness and protectiveness and etc.

Tell you what, probably everyone that will read my blog and is a treasured friend of mine will think that I am talking about them.. because these are the normal daily things I do to EVERYONE. I enjoy it, but this sometimes sends the wrong messages to people. To add it on, I sometimes even cheer on the ones I hate!

Sigh... I guess I got numbed... In a good way.

Why do we need reasons to spread love?

Why does it always have to be about getting someone or something?

Why is there always a hidden motive?

If it is because of my sexuality that you are afraid of me falling for you, then you fear right! Because I love you. I really do. ALL of you.

Forgive.

PS: God, save me.

Magick

No, do not try correcting me. It is magick and magick it is.

Magick is not magic. Magic are tricks whereas magick is your so called "witchcraft". It exist in this world until this day, coming in many forms. Every culture having their own kind of "witch" in a way... Voodoist and mediums etc.

But not all of them are evil as the fairytale portraits, they only look evil. Perhaps it is because of the colour they dress in - black.

Why do witches dress in black? Well, black is actually a colour of harmony, the colour of the universe as black doesn't reflect any form of light, it absorbs. Therefore black is the combination of all colours on earth. Also, black absorbs energy allowing a witch to cast more powerful spells. It also helps to concentrate his power.

As for why fairytale witches are so ugly with warts and hairs on their faces, lets just say I have no idea why and they aren't like that in real life! They are just normal looking people with non-human powers (and sometimes even thoughts).

Embrace Diversity.
Forgive.

Belief.

A very very strong thing a belief is.

It can turn lies into truth.

Bide the Wiccan law ye must,

In perfect love and perfect trust,

Eight words the Wiccan Rede fulfill:

An' ye harm none, do what ye will.

What ye send forth comes back to thee,

So ever mind the law of three.

Follow this with mind and heart,

Merry ye meet, and merry ye part.

Blessed Be.

Hate Comes In Sizes.

Detachment, is the key to truly experiencing this universe. When you are holding on to something, you cannot experience another. Therefore, holding on to an emotion and letting it bug you will not only waste your times of happiness, but also it will chain you from the freedom to explore. and experience other things.

Actually, how much somebody hates you have nothing to do with how much you will be affected by the hate. I was just told by a friend just now that somebody hates me. Being curious, and of course a little confused, I asked if she had reasons. And indeed she does! So she told me and I find it sort of ridiculous, so I simply turn it away and continue with what I believe in.

Have confidence in what you believe in, let no one but yourself shift the way you think. Self-worth comes from you! You must know how much you are worth and not let others put a price tag on you!

So, the next time someone hates you, or does something not very nice to you and you feel hurt...

Detachment:

Experience it. Don't hide from it, let yourself feel it and tell yourself, "Okay, this is hurt. I feel it. I recognize it. Now, I am going to detach from it to experience other things." Then you must let it go and forget it.

Know your worth:

Self-worth comes from you. Do not question your worth just because someone hates you, by doing that, you are letting others put a price tag on you! Not very wise. So stand tall with confidence and continue your day!

Hate comes in sizes,

And YOU get to determine it!

Forgive.

My First Bracelet.

Yes, I can picture people freaking out thinking why would I ever own a bracelet because it's kinda girly, but now I do, and it is pretty cool!

The creative creator of this is none other than Jeannette Chong.

What you see here isn't everything. Even though the bracelet look unique enough, the contents are even more unique! And no, I am not referring to the content of love in there, I am talking about the materials it is made out of. Not the finest, not the most expensive, but it is the most special. And I like the tribal feeling.

I am not gonna tell all of you what it is made of, if you really want to know, come and ask me. But is not something that you can buy outside, it is made of recycled materials. Save the environment! (:

Peace.

& Thanks Jeannette! :D

Nursing.

Yes, you all are right when you give me the shocked look. It is not really my thing.

I still love music and no, I haven't gave up.

I still have a long long long way to go.

So much love for music that I cannot contain..

Truth is mom, 3 years to go for a course that gives a diploma that allows me to spread love professionally... I don't mind. But you nagging at me, trying to get to me with your stupid "who knows, you might become a lab researcher one day!" is not going to work...

Time to throw the things you said to me back at you.

"Ambition and reality are two different things."

I am going to do music, mom.

If all things fail, then maybe and hopefully, I can still have a small audience that enjoy my music at the hospital. Just a small audience that I can pour my love on and make them feel warmer. (:

Without music, life would be a mistake.

Forgive.